I said no asshole

10:15 p.m. & 2006-11-22

*sighs*

I'm so tired.

There is so much going on in my life.

Where to start.

I'm kind of seeing someone. Except I can't like him more than a friend because my heart belongs to another.

There are lots of cute boys I wish would notice me, but alas, I am just another face in the crowd no matter how many smiles I flash.

I am not attractive.

Matt won't stop trying to ask me out...This man is driving me nuts.

I feel bad. I don't want to be rude. But he is NOT getting it. I DO NOT WANT TO DATE HIM.

Jesus. And he's constantly telling me "how sexy" I am. But he's gross. I'm sure there are a lot of people that are sexy compared with him.

I know I know I know. Jessica, stop being so damn superficial. But it's true and I can't help it if I'm not attracted to him.

WA WA WA! I've gone to the gym two days in a row now. I'm pleased with me!

I am awesome for doing that. I'm going to lose 10 pounds. I'm going to feel better about ME.

Then MAYBE I can win Walter back.

*crosses fingers*

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I'm Jessica. I'm 18, but I feel much older. I'm a boring, boring human being. I enjoy the small things in life. Although you wouldn't always guess it. I'm trying to be happier person.

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My dogs. My family. God. Jesus. People. Books. Laughing. Sunsets with good company. Waking up to the smell of rain. Thunderstorms. Africa. My Bicycle. Shopping. Latte Mochas. Donuts. Bread. Chocolate Milk.

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I don't really hate much. Just Cheese and Walmart!

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