I like me.

12:35 p.m. & 2005-12-02

I'm really disliking this road to self-discovery.

It's sort of...hard, but hard in the sense that it's very emotionally draining and it requires admitting things about yourself you never really wanted to.

Like the fact I was at one point a very jealous, controlling bitch. And much to my suprise, I'm not either of those (well still jealous) but having to admit to it is hard.

I've been trying really hard to be the best person I can be. But sometimes that's difficult...especially with Walter being ornery because of the SAT (which he takes tomorrow, thank god). But even with that, I totally understand. A lot depends on this test score.

I'm going to make him dinner tomorrow. Sort of as a "yay you got it done and I'm proud of you!!!" dinner. I'm mucho excited.

I'm not sure what I'm going to make yet...

Anyway, I'm in love, I'm happy, and I like myself.

Things are good.

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about me
I'm Jessica. I'm 18, but I feel much older. I'm a boring, boring human being. I enjoy the small things in life. Although you wouldn't always guess it. I'm trying to be happier person.

loves
My dogs. My family. God. Jesus. People. Books. Laughing. Sunsets with good company. Waking up to the smell of rain. Thunderstorms. Africa. My Bicycle. Shopping. Latte Mochas. Donuts. Bread. Chocolate Milk.

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I don't really hate much. Just Cheese and Walmart!

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Moby
Alanis Morissette
Three Dog Night
Britney Spears
Beck
Jack Johnson
Blue October
Alana Davis
Titanic Sountrack