So much has happened in the past while.
My grandma came...I already bitched about that.
But I've been in self discovery mode lately.
There has been soooo much to think about. Like college, my relationship with Walter, my low self-esteem and other self-hurting things.
It's all been very emotionaly. I'm scared to admit half of it. Because just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes.
But I'm accepting things. I'm understanding that there are some things that are out of my control and it's in best interest to do what I can, only what I can and leave the rest up to, well, fate I suppose.
I feel happy and relieved. I know there is a lot of work ahead, and whole lot of stress...But I'm ready for it.
I've accepted the worst, but I'm hoping for the best.
Life won't end no matter who or what I lose. Life is going to be what I make it to be. I just have to play the cards I'm give.