Lortab

1:18 p.m. & 2005-11-07

I'm so tired. Sooooooooooooooo tired!

But I'm happy! I'm trying not to get addicted to my pain medication. Which is proving to be difficult. It makes me happy and I don't hurt, as well as not having a care in the world.

I am being careful and using it only when I'm almost in tears from pain.

This morning I woke up at 7 in tears and poor Evan ran around and was trying to get me situated and trying to get ready for school, and God bless him, he was even willing to miss school to stay home with me (haha).

But it was very sweet of him.

Walter skipped all of his classes except one today so he could spend time with me. We went and cashed our checks. We got $30 in pennies for Kenny's birtday tomorrow. Which weighted a TON. Not really a ton, but a whole lot. 30,000 pennies is a lot of pennies.

We then went ang got lunch and picked up my birth control.

It was nice.

I can't tell you how much I love that boy. He does so much for me. I've been trying to be a better girlfriend and be more giving and understanding. I'm not sure if I'm doing a better job, but I am really trying.

Holy cow. I'm so out of it.

I want to take a nap.

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I'm Jessica. I'm 18, but I feel much older. I'm a boring, boring human being. I enjoy the small things in life. Although you wouldn't always guess it. I'm trying to be happier person.

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My dogs. My family. God. Jesus. People. Books. Laughing. Sunsets with good company. Waking up to the smell of rain. Thunderstorms. Africa. My Bicycle. Shopping. Latte Mochas. Donuts. Bread. Chocolate Milk.

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I don't really hate much. Just Cheese and Walmart!

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